Thursday, August 11, 2011

Mid life crisis?

Sigh. Perhaps. 

My room (as previously blogged about) has become both a tedious affair and the next big project. It has been in the last few months a shipwreck with papers flooding the ground, clothes spread across my bed and clutter on my desk that never seem to organize itself out. Its quite the sight, and sometimes I think it can be right up there for TV shows room makeovers. And the added continuous comments from family being unable to tolerate this mess, has made my bedroom situation that much more worse and urgent. Its actually been frustrating to me lately this issue of my bedroom. See, I've always heard and in some way believe that the state of the room is reflective of one's life. And it seems to be to me - my room has gotten much more chaotic. So, what does this say about my life? I think you can figure it out yourself.

Well, today, I was determined to start this process of change. I took down all my old posters and pictures (from years ago) and starting taking out stuff from my room, readying the room for some new colors, and design. My walls look empty (with many holes in the wall may I add), but I like the prospect of something different to be on them. Its weird, I am not sure if this is all a phase, some sort of funk or pure boredom of what it looked like before, but I suppose its good that I want change? Well, to be honest, the last I renovating my room was for 4 years ago when I moved back home. I fear this may also be me needing to change my living space in lieu of events and seasons of my life. Yeah, I know its crazy talk, but I'd figure writing a few words down in this process of transition would help. And as I am two paragraphs down, I can answer yes to the title of this post.

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